172 days so almost half-way to a year and was hoping to read a bit of advice from those who made it to and past this point (or didn't and are still trying xx).
I noticed the last few weeks (it has stopped for now) that I was pretty close to thinking I could have a drink or two again. Really very almost did it too - which is the closest I have been since giving up.
The scary thing is that in the beginning of this journey, I was fighting the urge to drink but I would consider that time as more of a violent reaction, this latest feeling so was passive and "normal" that it scares me WAY more.
I almost "rationally" and "calmly" had a drink. WTF??
Very glad I didn't but how did I get so close?